I havent posted in a while it has been a year for the history books – back to uni which is fun and challenging. I was caring for my grandfather before he past away this year and that has been an extraordinary challenge. He died in my arms shortly after i nursed him to sleep after his mind began playing tricks on him convincing him of corruption in the hospital luckily these confusions where only in his mind within 24 hours if his passing. I cannot explain how complex my emotions where following his death. I was happy it was peaceful and he was in no pain and seemingly content with his time, but i could not wash o ver this feeling of guilt having accompanying him in his final struggle. I will miss him dearly and am looking forward to making him proud through my artistic explorations Ciao Neil!!